We all have dreams, right? The kind of dreams like go to bali or be a millionare or learn how to fly a plane? Maybe its to be a mom or grow old with someone who loves you despite how obnoxiously you crunch your chips The kind that make you create a collage for the background of your phones. The kind that make you visualize, and strategize, and you hope to actualize. And then there are the dreams that wake you up in the middle of the night.The cold sweat kind. The kind that make you sad, and worried, and wanna jump out of bed and change your whole life The kind that make you want to check on everyone you love. And almost even once loved. Because does it ever really go away. The kind that make you wanna slow down and speed up at the same time. The kind that remind you of every single thing you've got in front of you, right here and right now. The kind that make you wanna say i love you. The kind that make you wanna say i miss you. Even if its one sided. The kind that make you wanna say sorry. But also fuck saying sorry. We say it too much. And probably not for the things we need too. The kind that remind you that life is short and life is long and most of the shit doesnt really matter. The kind that reminds you not to do shit you dont want to do The kind that makes you wanna yell, and scream and cry out for someone. Then you remember its you. Because you've always got yourself. The kind that makes you feel alllll the damn possibility of every dream in one moment. So much possibility that you feel like you it couldnt all be for you and maybe you should put it down. But you dont. Because you are possibility in human form. And you're meant to hold it all. There's the kind of dream that wakes you up to say stop holding back. The kind that says be brave. The kind that says damn. Look at this life. Its light. Its dark. Its fear. Its love. And then you do. And you see the moon. Shining its big beatiful light right on you. On all kinds of dreams. Just like full moons do. And then you fall back asleep. And when you wake it all feels normal. Which dream do you follow?
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